today [in pictures].

the other night, we had friends over.  my legs were aching so terribly

and i assumed it was because i hadn't sat down that day.  so, we sat on the

couch and tried to relax.  it didn't last long, but that's okay.  i knew i'd get a break

soon.  yet, then that pain started going through my body.  the awful, deep down in your

bones pain that hurts when anything comes near you.  i felt all shaky, chilled and feverish.

i pushed through getting the kids ready for bed and went to turn on the shower for one

of them.  i was reaching for something and accidentally turned the water on and it

sprayed everywhere on me.  in my face, all over my shirt

and all over my aching bones.  

i thought i might scream, but i laughed.  and laughed.  

and i cried while i laughed some more.  sometimes it's just all you can do.

i tucked them into bed.  then, i tucked myself into bed.  at 8:30pm.

today?  today was much, much better.